Friday, October 5, 2007

Trust that your old self had always done the right thing.

I've been thinking about this theory for a long time now. I doubted it many times, but have been proven wrong each time as far as I can recall. I guess then it's about time I believe in it and stop doubting on my old self's capability to have done the right things for my present self each time.

Ever been in a situation where you are at a decision crossroad? Then later on you're faced with the tangible consequences born out of that decision you made long time ago. O-oh.. did I make the right choice or was I too lazy or too bad to have done the right the one.

"I should have slid that book into my travel bag." I did. "Drats, where's my locker key, I should've put my it in my red purse instead of leaving it in the brown key case." It was in my red purse. "Shoots, Mamang is here, I should have organized our travel pictures." I did. "Darn, report submissions again, I should have linked all the excel sheets together last month so I don't have to retype everything in." I did.

There are many other instances when my past self actually amused me and made me proud. Made me doubt my self less and think that hey, I'm not so bad as I think I am.

I owe a lot to my old self. She makes my present life less complicated and a lot easier. I wonder if my future self will say the same.

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